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Wed, Apr. 2nd, 2008 09:24 pm
Hello all.

I'm having an evening in tonight, I have a funeral to attend tomorrow which will be hideously sad. I started fretting about what to wear and ended up with a black pencil skirt from New Look that in reality is probably going going to be too small, until I realised how pathetic worrying about dress is, I felt thoroughly ashamed and paid and left.

I caught up with Laura G today, she seems well, we had a chat about old times and old friends, it was nice.

Feeling hideously overweight at present, Damn Easter and all the eggs and my last relationship that led to gaining a stone :( I don't like it. I tried comparing myself with the plus-size models in New Look/Evans today and I made it worse. Weight Watchers here I come.

Anyway I hope you are all well. There's a lot more news somewhere in my brain but my head is elsewhere at the moment. I'm a bit messy and emotional. I miss you all, please send me news of yourselves :) xxx

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mercury_flow
mercury_flow
mercury_flow
Wed, Apr. 2nd, 2008 09:46 pm (UTC)

I was going to go to weight watchers but the nurse at my doctor's practice offered to monitor me for free instead. This has the bonus of not having to go to public weigh-ins. You could see whether your GP surgery offers a similar service.

Due to a combination of fear of the nurse, and wanting to show the smug patronising bitch that I am better than she thinks I've lost 1 stone 8lbs since the beginning of February.


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crick_elf
crick_elf
Crick
Mon, Apr. 7th, 2008 02:22 pm (UTC)

That's a really good idea, I may well do that. I think I need the humiliation of the public weigh-in though!

Hop you are well, xxx


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jenicomprispas
jenicomprispas
Jeni
Wed, Apr. 2nd, 2008 10:19 pm (UTC)

<33333.

I'm feeling fat today too, it's no fun at all. Ugh.

I'm sorry you have to go to a funeral. I lost a friend in a car accident on Sunday. Death is really really lame, and people need to stop doing it.

*loves and snugs*


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crick_elf
crick_elf
Crick
Mon, Apr. 7th, 2008 02:23 pm (UTC)

Yeah death is hideous. I'm so sorry about your friend darlin' xxx


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kay_elf
Kay(elfundine)
Thu, Apr. 3rd, 2008 12:35 am (UTC)

Shopping for funeral clothes is always the hardest thing to do. I remember looking for a skirt for my grandpa's funeral and finding the whole thing miserably distressing. *hugs* Much love to you both. Take care hun, thinking of you.


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muppetthecow
muppetthecow
Miss Ellie New!
Thu, Apr. 3rd, 2008 12:45 pm (UTC)

*hugs* Shopping for funeral clothes is always horrible - you want to look nice but you feel guilty about it. Don't beat yourself up about it, looking nice at a funeral is a sign of respect for the person you're there for. That's what I always try to think anyway...

And Crick - you're beautiful. I've been feeling really huge lately, I've put on loads of weight, and it sucks - always does but no matter how much weight you gain you're still the same person, and that person is beautiful.


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crick_elf
crick_elf
Crick
Mon, Apr. 7th, 2008 02:24 pm (UTC)

I nearly cried then. Thank you, you wonderful, wonderful person.

Are you going to be at the Folk Festival in May, it'd be so great to see you. I miss you :) xxx


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loopy_lorna
loopy_lorna
Mother Machine
Mon, Apr. 7th, 2008 10:38 am (UTC)

You are gawjus- I know that won't make you feel any better in the long run but at least know that it's what you are.
Larger than stick thin models DOES NOT EQUAL unattractive!!!
Sorry for your loss- funerals are poo.
Love you many xxx


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crick_elf
crick_elf
Crick
Mon, Apr. 7th, 2008 02:25 pm (UTC)

Thanks darling, I needed that. You are awesome! Hope you are well xxx


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